Song Of Lament (by Yashika)

(Now I think I am losing the ownership of this blog

Yashika is reigning over everything present on this blog ……..

And I plan to change the name of this blog after her 

Anyways you enjoy the extraordinary poem by an extraordinary girl )

 

your absence is overshadowing my existence

your regrets are darkening my soul

ur remembrence is baleful

which is pushing me into a blue hole.

 

why do i think about u

when you arn’t there?

if you dont respect my love

then why the hell do i care?

 

why dont you drop out of my dreams?

why do you always force me to scream?

if you hate me,why do you come again?

why do you try to console me,

if what you have to give is just pain?

 just take away your fake comfort

just dont show me your face

dont try to befriend with me

i know this is my isolated race

 

the race to neglect you

the race to overlook my past

the race to forget you

i know this is my last…..

Another By Yashika

In race of life
Against the illusionary world
I feel dull
I fell low
I feel frustrated
Its just overshow !!
I feel as if everyone is moving forward
BUT I am lef behind
All have developed an avaricious feeling
And noone is any more kind…
The feeling of competition assaults my mind
I see myself nowhere
I know i m lacking behind
The abominable feelings overshadows my soul
The strands of fear traps me ..
Its just failure that i see
I want to run away
I want to hide
I know i cant do it
this is not my side
Now my brain cannot mend
Now nothing can be done
final decision is to give up
There is no use to pretend
Now the only way to finish my fear
Is to finish myself
To forget my aim
To kill my dreams
To ruin myself
And silent my dreams………..

Silent Bonds (A Poem By Yashika)

(This is the poem that is completely not mine ..But its not far from being mine)

My soul has abide

From the  day I had been on Your side

From the day I got a friend like you

I felt that everything in my life is new

The way you console me

The way you make me smile

This is the best feeling ever

I dont want to go away for even a while

I got you ,

This really is my good fate

But I am sorry for the times

I irritate

Sometimes I ask you too many questions

Maybe you hate me for that

At times when I share my problems with you

It makes me carefree and light

You know sometimes I am amused

At our kidish cute fights

Sometimes I feel addicted

Sometimes I feel its a play

Sometimes I dont feel like talking to you

‘Cause you told me that you are a gay

Ok that was a deadly PJ

And we really laughed hard that day

You know the poem that you gave   (reffering to Your Birthday Gift)

It was surely the sweetest wave

The best present one could ever get

Something that atleast made my eyes wet

No, I wasnt actually crying

But yes ,

To meet you , I was surely dying

OK my poem isnt that good

But always trust me if you could

You are just like a sweet little toy

But I am still confused if BALI is a boy   (bali is our friend)

I want to ask you something

But please dont lie.

Is my friendship a burden??

Do you find it fake??

Do I trouble you a lot??

Is it just for my sake??

I think I should end this poem now

But atleast you can tell me how.

This may be is a start of a beautiful realtion

Your happiness is  my destination

May be I am asking for something

Or may be just for pity

Will you be there with me ?

Till eternity?

And yes atlast I want from you a favour

Please be there with me

Forever.